"Have You Ever?"
[Chorus] Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
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Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
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What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
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3 years since, and I'm not over him... Don't think I'll ever be over him...
It's been particularly hard these few weeks... Think and feel that maybe it's a bad idea to move so fast... Too fast for me to catch up...
It's even worse, because I haven't had a chance to be with him, no haven of comfort, security and hiding to run away to, no one who can truly let me be me, to basically laugh and cry, to just be me...
There are a million and one expectations to live up to; why can't we just run away from the rest of the world? I feel like I'm running out of air, I can't breathe and feel so suffocated. I'm dying, day by day, bit by bit, and all that I need to revive me, to refresh me, to be with him, for just one day...
I miss so many things... Maybe it's time...
